I can’t even begin to put in words what Davey was and is and will always be to me. He was who I idolized , all I ever wanted to be like and I didn’t care what anybody else said or thought about it. He was a brother, a friend, my mentor, my guide, my teacher, my rock, my heart, my fist, my ear , my words and my voice I always hear as I have grown from a little boy into a grown man. He always told everyone,that I was his first son. I know everybody had a special kind of relationship with him, but I want to be a little greedy and say, nobody left on this earth had the bond that we had. I’m not trying to take away anything from anyone who loved him or knew him, my only intention is to try and open up a little bit and let some of this pain and love out of my broken heart. I really don’t have any words to speak to Davey at the moment, we said everything to each other that could ever be said to each other. Although this one is like the last wave that the shore will catch, or the last note at the end of a beautiful song, the sound of a train as it fades out in the distance or the last ray of light before the night grabs it and pulls it under its dark, I will go on through my days, no matter the number or length of the, being forever grateful that God loved me so much and that He knew what I needed more than any other would ever be able to fulfill or even imagine, and in His perfectness, He gave me Davey. There are a few who are still alive that know what I’m talking about and without a doubt, they would verify and swear by it, that I am still alive today and have the knowledge and strength to face tomorrow because of Davey. “I love you too much cod, you know how much I love you? Do ya? Too much…I love you too much… love Jerm